Don’t Escape The Wilderness Experience

The trenches can get rough, can’t they? The confusion, the second guessing and the up and downs in emotions can literally have us in desperation to get out. I have learned that sometimes life has a way of exposing your purpose through your pain. Pain comes and goes and each situation exposes a power that you didn't even know existed. We are so oblivious to God’s true outcome in our lives, however, the Holy Spirit lives inside of us as an internal Roadmap . If you go the wrong direction he will reroute you to your final destination. 

Personally, I feel like my life has been a constant battle between my stubbornness and my inability to hear God’s voice clearly.. I know that there are moments where it's like a fight between the angel and the devil on each shoulder trying to sway me. In that moment, I am standing in the middle of a battle,fighting for my life. It becomes even harder to fight that battle when the Holy Spirit becomes silent...however, he is a humorous God..He is like “you know what---since she has it all figured out, and she thinks she can live her life without using me as a resource?? Let’s see how this shit show turns out” (Forgive me Spirit, i’m working on my mouth)

 I know when you are in the wilderness, you cannot see the end game. You cannot comprehend why it is that a spiritual being like yourself can be allowed to suffer the way you do. We have to suffer, we have to be equipt for what it is that is waiting on the other side--over there...By our Destiny. 

Your peace comes when you let down that guard between you and the Holy Spirit and realize that your destiny was created before you were born. Allow him to direct your path and accept all consequences. Sometimes your consequences end up being a pathway to our adjustments. 

Bend, do not break my love.

Devyn